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[01] Foreword
[02] Don't Stay Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe Sometimes I need you to stay away from me Sometimes I’m in disbelief
I didn’t know Somehow I need you to go
Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I’ve trusted you too well Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself Sometimes I’m in disbelief
I didn’t know Somehow I need to be alone
Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay
I don’t need you anymore I don’t want to be ignored I don’t need one more day Of you wasting me away I don’t need you anymore I don’t want to be ignored I don’t need one more day Of you wasting me away... With no apologies
Don't stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay (3x)
[03] Somewhere I Belong
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I’d get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I’d let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck
hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I want to heal I want to feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain ‘til it’s gone) I want to heal I want to feel like I’m close to something real I want to find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong...
And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I?) What do I have but negativity? ‘Cause I can’t justify the way everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain
hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I want to heal I want to feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain ‘til it’s gone) I want to heal I want to feel like I’m close to something real I want to find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything til I break away from me I will break away I’ll find myself today
I want to heal I want to feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain ‘til it’s gone) I want to heal I want to feel like I’m close to something real I want to find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong
I want to heal I want to feel like I’m somewhere I belong I want to heal I want to feel like I’m somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong
[04] Lying From You
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cuz I know I can But I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just (trying to bend the truth) I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be So I’m (lying my way from you)
(No
no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside So let me go (No
no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own Cuz I can see (No
no turning back now) The very worst part of you Is me
I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person really is me And I’m (trying to bend the truth) The more I push the more I’m pulling away Cuz I’m (lying my way from you)
(No
no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside So let me go (No
no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own Cuz I can see (No
no turning back now) The very worst part of you... The very worst part of you Is me
This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this (4x)
You! (No turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside So let me go (No
no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own Cuz I can see (No
no turning back now) The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me
[05] Hit The Floor
There are just too many times That people have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you And I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I’ve held on When I needed to push away Afraid to say what was on my mind Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you’ve Said about me when I’m not around You think having the upper hand Means you’ve got to keep putting me down But I’ve had too many stand-offs with you It’s about as much as I can stand So I’m waiting until the upper hand is mine
One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone
So many people like me Put so much trust in all your lies So concerned with what you think To just say what we feel inside So many people like me Walk on eggshells all day long All I know is that all I want Is to feel like I'm not stepped on There are so many things you say That make me feel you’ve crossed the line What goes up will surely fall And I’m counting down the time Cuz I have so many stand-offs with you It’s about as much as I can stand So I’m waiting until the upper hand is mine
One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone(4x) Now it’s all gone
I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway And all the lies have got you floating up above us all But what goes up has got to fall
One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone (4x) Now it’s all gone
[06] Easier To Run
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I’ve kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they’ve played
If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would If I could take all the shame to the grave
I would If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would I would take all my shame to the grave
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have Sometimes I think of letting go And never looking back And never moving forward So there’d never be a past
If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would If I could take all the shame to the grave
I would If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would I would take all my shame to the grave
Just washing it aside All of the helplessness inside Pretending I don’t feel misplaced Is so much simpler than change
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
It’s easier to run If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
It’s easier to go If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would I would take all my shame to the grave
[07] Faint
(I am) a little bit of loneliness A little bit of disregard Handful of complaints But I can’t help the fact
That everyone can see these scars (I am) what I want you to want What I want you to feel But it’s like no matter what I do I can’t convince you To just believe this is real (So I) let go watching you Turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I’m not But I’ll be here cuz you’re all that I’ve got
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal this damage anymore Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
(I am) a little bit insecure A little unconfident Cuz you don’t understand I do what I can But sometimes I don’t make sense (I am) what you never want to say But I’ve never had a doubt It’s like no matter what I do I can’t convice you For once just to hear me out (So I) let go watching you Turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I’m not But I’ll be here cuz you’re all that I got
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal this damage anymore Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
No Hear me out now! You’re gonna to listen to me Like it or not Right now Hear me out now! You’re gonna listen to me Like it or not Right now!
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal this damage anymore Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel... Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal... Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
[08] Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts And the pain attached to them Sometimes I wonder why this is happening It’s like nothing I can do will distract me When I think of how I shot myself in the back again Cuz from the infinite words I could say I put all the pain you gave to me on display But didn’t realize instead of setting it free I took what I hated and made it a part of me
(It never goes away
never goes away)
And now... You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be right here) You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be my fear) I can’t separate (Myself from what I’ve done) Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you
Hearing your name
the memories come back again I remember when it started happening I’d see you in every thought I had And then
my thoughts slowly found words attached to them And I knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to them And everyday I regret saying those things Cuz now I see that I took what I hated and made it a part of me
(It never goes away
never goes away)
And now... You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be right here) You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be my fear) I can’t separate (Myself from what I’ve done) Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you
(Never goes away
never goes away) It never goes away
it never goes away
Get away from me! Give me my space back
you got to just (go) Everything comes down to memories of (you) I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you (know) I’ve let you go So get away from (me) Give me my space back
you got to just (go) Everything comes down to memories of (you) I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you (know) I’ve let you go
And now... You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be right here) You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be my fear) I can’t separate (Myself from what I’ve done) Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you I’ve let myself become you I’ve let myself become lost Inside these thoughts of you Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you
[09] Breaking The Habit
Memories consume Like opening the wound I’m picking me apart again You all assume I’m safe here in my room (Unless I try to start again)
I don’t want to be the one The battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or what I have to scream I don’t know why I instigate And say what I don’t mean I don’t know how I got this way I know it’s not alright So I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
I don’t want to be the one The battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don’t know why I instigate And say what I don’t mean I don’t know how I got this way I’ll never be alright So I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit tonight
I’ll paint it on the walls Cuz I’m the one at fault I’ll never fight again And this is how it ends
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don’t know how I got this way I’ll never be alright So I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit...tonight
[10] From The Inside
I don’t know who to trust No surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts sift through dust And the lies
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how Trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside And throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside Steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how Trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside And throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you! You! You! Waste myself on you! You! You!
I’ll take everything from the inside And throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside And just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you! You! You!
[11] Nobody's Listening
Coming at you (3x)
Yo
peep the style and the kids checking for it The number one question is how could you ignore it We drop right back in the cut over basement tracks With raps that got you backing this up like (rewind that) We’re just rolling with the rhythm Rise from the ashes of stylistic division With this non-stop lyrics of life living Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven But in the meantime there are those Who want to talk this and that so I suppose That it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
it goes
Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening Call to you so clearly But you don’t want to hear me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of pain Head full of stress Handful of anger held in my chest And everything left’s a waste of time I hate my rhymes but hate everyone else’s more I’m riding on the back of this pressure Guessing that it’s better I can't keep myself together Because all of this stress gave me something to write on The pain gave me something I could set my sights on You never forget the blood
sweat and tears The uphill struggle over years The fear and trash talking and the people it was to And the people that started it just like you
Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening Call to you so clearly But you don’t want to hear me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of pain Head full of stress Handful of anger held in my chest Uphill struggle
blood
sweat and tears Nothing to gain
everything to fear Heart full of pain
head full of stress Handful of anger held in my chest Uphill struggle
blood
sweat and tears Nothing to gain
everything to fear Heart full of pain (Heart ful of pain...)
Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening Call to you so clearly But you don’t want to hear me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of pain Head full of stress (Nobody’s listening) Handful of anger held in my chest (Nobody’s listening) Uphill struggle
blood
sweat and tears (Nobody’s listening) Nothing to gain
everything to fear (Nobody’s listening)
Coming at you (3x) Coming at you from every side [12] Session
[13] Numb
[01] Foreword
[02] Don't Stay Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe Sometimes I need you to stay away from me Sometimes I’m in disbelief
I didn’t know Somehow I need you to go
Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I’ve trusted you too well Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself Sometimes I’m in disbelief
I didn’t know Somehow I need to be alone
Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay
I don’t need you anymore I don’t want to be ignored I don’t need one more day Of you wasting me away I don’t need you anymore I don’t want to be ignored I don’t need one more day Of you wasting me away... With no apologies
Don't stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and... Don’t stay (3x)
[03] Somewhere I Belong
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I’d get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I’d let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck
hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I want to heal I want to feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain ‘til it’s gone) I want to heal I want to feel like I’m close to something real I want to find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong...
And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I?) What do I have but negativity? ‘Cause I can’t justify the way everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain
hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I want to heal I want to feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain ‘til it’s gone) I want to heal I want to feel like I’m close to something real I want to find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything til I break away from me I will break away I’ll find myself today
I want to heal I want to feel what I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain ‘til it’s gone) I want to heal I want to feel like I’m close to something real I want to find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong
I want to heal I want to feel like I’m somewhere I belong I want to heal I want to feel like I’m somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong
[04] Lying From You
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cuz I know I can But I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just (trying to bend the truth) I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be So I’m (lying my way from you)
(No
no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside So let me go (No
no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own Cuz I can see (No
no turning back now) The very worst part of you Is me
I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person really is me And I’m (trying to bend the truth) The more I push the more I’m pulling away Cuz I’m (lying my way from you)
(No
no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside So let me go (No
no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own Cuz I can see (No
no turning back now) The very worst part of you... The very worst part of you Is me
This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this (4x)
You! (No turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside So let me go (No
no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own Cuz I can see (No
no turning back now) The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me
[05] Hit The Floor
There are just too many times That people have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you And I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I’ve held on When I needed to push away Afraid to say what was on my mind Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you’ve Said about me when I’m not around You think having the upper hand Means you’ve got to keep putting me down But I’ve had too many stand-offs with you It’s about as much as I can stand So I’m waiting until the upper hand is mine
One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone
So many people like me Put so much trust in all your lies So concerned with what you think To just say what we feel inside So many people like me Walk on eggshells all day long All I know is that all I want Is to feel like I'm not stepped on There are so many things you say That make me feel you’ve crossed the line What goes up will surely fall And I’m counting down the time Cuz I have so many stand-offs with you It’s about as much as I can stand So I’m waiting until the upper hand is mine
One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone(4x) Now it’s all gone
I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway And all the lies have got you floating up above us all But what goes up has got to fall
One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not
missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone (4x) Now it’s all gone
[06] Easier To Run
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I’ve kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they’ve played
If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would If I could take all the shame to the grave
I would If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would I would take all my shame to the grave
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have Sometimes I think of letting go And never looking back And never moving forward So there’d never be a past
If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would If I could take all the shame to the grave
I would If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would I would take all my shame to the grave
Just washing it aside All of the helplessness inside Pretending I don’t feel misplaced Is so much simpler than change
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
It’s easier to run If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
It’s easier to go If I could change
I would Take back the pain
I would Retrace every wrong move that I made
I would If I could stand up and take the blame
I would I would take all my shame to the grave
[07] Faint
(I am) a little bit of loneliness A little bit of disregard Handful of complaints But I can’t help the fact
That everyone can see these scars (I am) what I want you to want What I want you to feel But it’s like no matter what I do I can’t convince you To just believe this is real (So I) let go watching you Turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I’m not But I’ll be here cuz you’re all that I’ve got
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal this damage anymore Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
(I am) a little bit insecure A little unconfident Cuz you don’t understand I do what I can But sometimes I don’t make sense (I am) what you never want to say But I’ve never had a doubt It’s like no matter what I do I can’t convice you For once just to hear me out (So I) let go watching you Turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I’m not But I’ll be here cuz you’re all that I got
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal this damage anymore Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
No Hear me out now! You’re gonna to listen to me Like it or not Right now Hear me out now! You’re gonna listen to me Like it or not Right now!
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel the way I did before Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal this damage anymore Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel... Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored Time won’t heal... Don’t turn your back on me I won’t be ignored
[08] Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts And the pain attached to them Sometimes I wonder why this is happening It’s like nothing I can do will distract me When I think of how I shot myself in the back again Cuz from the infinite words I could say I put all the pain you gave to me on display But didn’t realize instead of setting it free I took what I hated and made it a part of me
(It never goes away
never goes away)
And now... You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be right here) You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be my fear) I can’t separate (Myself from what I’ve done) Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you
Hearing your name
the memories come back again I remember when it started happening I’d see you in every thought I had And then
my thoughts slowly found words attached to them And I knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to them And everyday I regret saying those things Cuz now I see that I took what I hated and made it a part of me
(It never goes away
never goes away)
And now... You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be right here) You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be my fear) I can’t separate (Myself from what I’ve done) Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you
(Never goes away
never goes away) It never goes away
it never goes away
Get away from me! Give me my space back
you got to just (go) Everything comes down to memories of (you) I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you (know) I’ve let you go So get away from (me) Give me my space back
you got to just (go) Everything comes down to memories of (you) I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you (know) I’ve let you go
And now... You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be right here) You’ve become a part of me (You’ll always be my fear) I can’t separate (Myself from what I’ve done) Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you I’ve let myself become you I’ve let myself become lost Inside these thoughts of you Giving up a part of me I’ve let myself become you
[09] Breaking The Habit
Memories consume Like opening the wound I’m picking me apart again You all assume I’m safe here in my room (Unless I try to start again)
I don’t want to be the one The battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or what I have to scream I don’t know why I instigate And say what I don’t mean I don’t know how I got this way I know it’s not alright So I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
I don’t want to be the one The battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don’t know why I instigate And say what I don’t mean I don’t know how I got this way I’ll never be alright So I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit tonight
I’ll paint it on the walls Cuz I’m the one at fault I’ll never fight again And this is how it ends
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don’t know how I got this way I’ll never be alright So I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit... I’m breaking the habit...tonight
[10] From The Inside
I don’t know who to trust No surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts sift through dust And the lies
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how Trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside And throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside Steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how Trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside And throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you! You! You! Waste myself on you! You! You!
I’ll take everything from the inside And throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside And just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you! You! You!
[11] Nobody's Listening
Coming at you (3x)
Yo
peep the style and the kids checking for it The number one question is how could you ignore it We drop right back in the cut over basement tracks With raps that got you backing this up like (rewind that) We’re just rolling with the rhythm Rise from the ashes of stylistic division With this non-stop lyrics of life living Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven But in the meantime there are those Who want to talk this and that so I suppose That it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
it goes
Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening Call to you so clearly But you don’t want to hear me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of pain Head full of stress Handful of anger held in my chest And everything left’s a waste of time I hate my rhymes but hate everyone else’s more I’m riding on the back of this pressure Guessing that it’s better I can't keep myself together Because all of this stress gave me something to write on The pain gave me something I could set my sights on You never forget the blood
sweat and tears The uphill struggle over years The fear and trash talking and the people it was to And the people that started it just like you
Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening Call to you so clearly But you don’t want to hear me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of pain Head full of stress Handful of anger held in my chest Uphill struggle
blood
sweat and tears Nothing to gain
everything to fear Heart full of pain
head full of stress Handful of anger held in my chest Uphill struggle
blood
sweat and tears Nothing to gain
everything to fear Heart full of pain (Heart ful of pain...)
Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening Call to you so clearly But you don’t want to hear me (Told you everything loud and clear) But nobody’s listening
I got a heart full of pain Head full of stress (Nobody’s listening) Handful of anger held in my chest (Nobody’s listening) Uphill struggle
blood
sweat and tears (Nobody’s listening) Nothing to gain
everything to fear (Nobody’s listening)
Coming at you (3x) Coming at you from every side [12] Session
[13] Numb
